Trying Not To CRY... Its Very Hard!

Today I did one of the hardest things that I have ever done up to this point in my life. I said Goodbye to my all time best friend Brandi. Besides saying Goodbye to my parents and siblings a few years ago this tops the charts. I met brandi a little over a year ago when I went back to school for dental assisting. She was in my class of 21 and we hit it off immediately. We had so much in common and shared the same passion for music and Jesus Christ. God brought us together and no one will ever tear us apart. I can honestly say that she has become a TRUE friend that I will have for the rest of my life and I one day will have her working for me in my dental practice and I hope to raise our future children together. She has been a rock when I've needed someone to lean on and she has given me advice in times of turmoil. Up to this point in life besides Jesus Christ and my Mother she has been my backbone and someone I could always go to in support. The next few years are going to be very hard because it will be difficult not to have her standing by me available to see and talk to when ever I need her. Even though she is still alive and well I almost feel like I am mourning someone who has gone on. I pray that these next few years go by fast and we can then be reunited.